overworked or anti-social?

kayaknya akhir2 ini gue cuma bisa komplen ttg traffic jam dan my overtime work. tapi ya mau gimana lagi.. it seems that my life do revolve around my work these days. but i don't intend that to be a usual thing. kebetulan aja lagi banyak kerjaan, karena project yang deadline nya emang makin deket.

tapi akibatnya.. i got up so early in the morning but got home so late at night.
my body aches from tiresome,
my eyes sore from lack of sleep,
my mind doesn't work properly cuz it's been thinking too hard
and when i tried to close my eyes, all i can think about is work..

what the hell is wrong with me?

but even after all that..

i don't drag myself to work
i don't make excuses for not going to work
and i don't even try to call in sick..

cuz i'm enjoying what i do and the companies i keep around my work.

so, till the project's done.. i gotta accept myself to be anti-social (unintentionally, of course.. since it's hard to be on time on scheduled shindig with friends)
and i'd rather spend my days off, trying to relax myself as humanly possible.

and how i wish i can post a meaningful entry. but my mind is blank for any good ideas. all i can think about is my fluffy pillow and soft comforter.

and for that i apologize.. but this has to make do for now.

cheers!